Raat ke 1:30 baj rahe the, aur main bed pe let kar phone scroll kar raha tha jab sudden door bell baji. Itni raat ko kaun? Dil ki dhadkan badh gayi, socha chori ho to nahi. Darrte-darrte darwaza khola to saamne pados wali Sneha khadi thi – saari geeli barish se, white top chipak gayi thi body se, aur chehra itna laal tha jaise royi ho. Usne aankhein jhuka li aur halki awaaz mein kaha, “Rahul bhaiya, please… andar aa jaun? Bahut darr lag raha hai.”
Main ekdum shock ho gaya. Sneha? Humari padosan, 20 saal ki ladki, college jaati hai. Uske parents gaon gaye hue the shaadi ke liye, aur yeh akeli ghar pe. Barish zor se ho rahi thi bahar, bijli chamak rahi thi har minute. Maine jaldi se side ho kar kaha, “Arre Sneha, andar aa na! Kya hua? Itni raat ko?” Woh andar aayi, paani tapak raha tha uske baalon se, floor geela kar diya. Usne haath se apne top ko adjust kiya, jaise chhupana chahti ho kuch, aur phir meri taraf dekha – aankhon mein kuch alag sa darr tha, nahi sirf bijli ka.
Main kitchen ki taraf gaya, towel laaya aur diya usko. “Pehle yeh sukha le. Chai banaun?” Usne haan mein sir hilaaya, towel se baal pochhne lagi. Hum dono living room ke sofa pe baith gaye, distance rakha maine thoda sa, kyuki yeh sab unusual tha. Sneha itni seedhi-saadhi ladki hai, hamesha smile karti hai jab lift mein milti hai, lekin aaj uski body language alag thi – ghutne jod kar baithi, haath pair hilaa rahi thi nervously. “Bhaiya, bijli ki awaaz se darr lag raha tha. Ghar pe akeli hu, lights bhi off. Socha aapke yahan aa jaun thodi der,” usne kaha, awaaz mein thodi si kampan.
Maine chai banaayi, do cup le aaya. Garam chai haath mein lene se uske chehre pe thodi rahat aayi. Humne baat shuru ki – pehle to weather ke baare mein, phir college life. “Aap bhi engineering kar rahe ho na? Kitne saal hue?” maine poocha, cup utha kar sip liya. Woh muskurayi, pehli baar, “Haan bhaiya, second year. Aap to final year mein ho. Girlfriend hai koi?” Suddenly yeh sawaal! Maine awkward hansi di, “Arre nahi yaar, time hi nahi milta. Tu bata, koi boyfriend?” Usne nazrein jhuka li, cup ghumaane lagi, “Nahi bhaiya… kabhi try nahi kiya. Darr lagta hai aisi cheezon se.” Uski awaaz mein kuch hesitation, jaise kuch chhupa rahi ho.
Bahar bijli chamki, zor ki goonj hui. Sneha ka haath mere kandhe pe aa gaya instinctively, tight pakad liya. “Shit!” usne kaha, aur jaldi haath hataya, chehra phir laal. “Sorry bhaiya…” Maine kaha, “Koi baat nahi, normal hai.” Lekin uska touch – garam tha, soft. Hum dono chup ho gaye thodi der. Main TV on kar diya, koi old movie laga di news channel ki bajaye, light aaye. Woh thoda relax hui, sofa pe peeche sar rakh diya. Uske top abhi bhi thoda geela tha, outline dikh raha tha bra ka, lekin main nazar hata raha tha jaldi-jaldi.
Baat aage badhi. “Bhaiya, aapko kabhi crush hua school mein?” usne poocha, ab thoda confident tone mein. Maine hans kar bataya, “Haan yaar, 10th mein ek ladki thi, lekin kabhi bola hi nahi. Darr lagta tha rejection ka.” Woh hans padi, pehli baar properly. “Same yahan! Pados mein hi ek ladka tha, hamesha dekhta tha mujhe, lekin main sharma jaati thi. Ab sochti hu ki kash bol deti.” Uski aankhein meri taraf, direct eye contact, hold kar rahi thi 2-3 seconds. Main bhi dekhta reh gaya – uski aankhein badi-badi, kaali, kuch keh rahi thi.
Time beet raha tha, clock 2:30 bata raha tha. Barish ab slow ho gayi thi, lekin woh jaane ko nahi bol rahi. “Bhaiya, thodi der aur ruk jaun? Abhi bhi darr lag raha hai,” usne kaha, ab voice soft, almost whisper. Maine haan kaha, “Theek hai, jab tak chahe.” Humne movie dekhi thodi der, lekin attention nahi tha. Usne blanket manga, maine diya. Woh usme lapet li, lekin sofa pe mere paas hi shift ho gayi thoda sa. Hamare ghutne touch ho gaye accidentally. Usne nahi hataya. Maine dekha uski taraf – woh smile kar rahi thi halke se, biting her lower lip.
“Sneha, tu itni brave kaise hai akeli rehne ki?” maine poocha, baat banane ko. “Bhaiya, brave nahi hu. Bas… kabhi-kabhi excitement bhi mehsoos hota hai akelepan mein,” usne kaha, aankhein jhukakar. Pause hua lamba sa. Phir usne haath badhaya, mera haath pakadne ko, jaise support chahiye. “Aapke saath safe feel hota hai,” boli. Uska haath mera haath mein, fingers intertwine ho gaye slowly. Dil ki dhadkan tez, room mein sirf humari saansein sunai de rahi thi. Woh thoda aur kareeb aayi, sar mera kandhe pe rakh diya. “Bhaiya… yeh feeling… pehli baar mehsoos ho raha hai,” usne whisper kiya.
Main freeze ho gaya. Uski saans garam gardan pe lag rahi thi. Usne sir upar kiya, meri aankhon mein dekha – itna intense, jaise sawaal pooch rahi ho. Hamare chehre sirf inches door. Uska haath ab mera haath chhod, dheere se meri jaangh pe rakh diya, press kiya halke se. Tension room bhar gaya, barish ki awaaz background mein. Kya karun? Bolun kya? Uski aankhein bol rahi thi – ‘ruk mat’.
Uski ungliyan meri jaangh pe dheere-dheere hil rahi thi, jaise test kar rahi ho boundary ko. Main saans rok kar dekhta reh gaya – uski aankhein, woh gehri, bhari hui, mere honthon pe atak gayi thi. Room mein sannata tha, sirf barish ki boondein khidki pe tapak rahi thi. ‘Yeh ho kya raha hai?’ mera dimag chillata tha, lekin dil keh raha tha, ‘ruk ja, feel kar.’ Maine haath badhaya, uske gaal pe rakha softly, thumb se woh laali saaf karne ki koshish ki. Woh kamp gayi thoda sa, lekin door nahi hui. Balki, aankhein band kar li, jaise wait kar rahi ho.
“Sneha… yeh theek hai na?” maine whisper kiya, awaaz itni halki ki khud ko bhi mushkil se sunayi di. Usne aankhein kholi, meri taraf dekha – lingering gaze, 5 seconds, jaise saari duniya bhool gayi ho. “Haan bhaiya… pehli baar aisa feel ho raha hai. Jaise… sab kuch sahi lag raha ho suddenly.” Uski awaaz mein hesitation thi, lekin curiosity bhi, jaise ek naya darwaza khul raha ho. Hum dono chup, sirf eye contact. Uska haath upar sark gaya meri chest pe, dil ki dhadkan mehsoos kar rahi thi woh.
Maine uska haath pakda, fingers mein ulajhaya. Sofa pe thoda aur kareeb slide hue hum. Uska ghutna mere se chipak gaya, accidental jaise, lekin koi nahi hataaya. “Bhaiya, main… kabhi socha nahi tha aapke saath aisa,” usne kaha, chehra jhuka kar. Private baat, sirf hum dono ke beech. “Main bhi nahi, Sneha. Tu to jaise behen jaisi lagti thi pehle. Lekin aaj… kuch alag sa pull mehsoos ho raha hai.” Internal thought: ‘Yeh galat to nahi? Parents ko pata chala to?’ Lekin uski warmth, uski saans, sab bhulaa rahi thi woh doubts ko.
Awkward silence phir. Hum dono saans le rahe the heavily. Usne blanket thoda side kiya, mera haath uski kamar pe le gayi. Touch electric tha – soft skin top ke neeche se mehsoos ho rahi thi. Maine hesitate kiya, poocha, “Darr nahi lag raha ab?” Woh sharma gayi, lower lip bite ki, “Ab darr… excitement mein badal gaya hai bhaiya. Aap batao, kaisa lag raha?” Eye contact again, intense. Maine kaha, “Jaise dream ho. Tu itni khoobsurat hai, notice hi nahi kiya pehle properly.” Woh muskurayi shyly, sar jhuka liya.
Time ruk sa gaya tha. Maine uske baalon mein haath fer diya, woh sigh ki deep. Phir dheere se uska chehra upar kiya, honth mere honthon se touch hue – pehla kiss, soft, hesitant. Uski saansein tez, haath meri shirt mein ghus gaye. Hum kiss karte rahe, slow, exploring. Tongue ka pehla touch, woh moan ki halka sa. Internal: ‘Yeh itna natural kyun lag raha? Jaise hamesha se jaante the ek doosre ko.’
Sofa pe hi hum girte gaye, woh mere upar. Uska top dheere se upar kiya maine, skin expose hui – smooth, garam. Usne meri shirt buttons kholi, chest pe kisses diye shyly. Har touch mein hesitation, lekin curiosity jeet rahi thi. “Bhaiya… yeh sab… pehli baar,” usne whisper kiya, aankhein band. Maine kaha, “Mera bhi Sneha. Saath mein explore karte hain.” Hum dono nange ho gaye slowly, clothes floor pe. Uski body mere against press hui, curves perfect fit.
Emotional peak yahan aaya. Hum ek doosre ko dekhte rahe, naked, vulnerable. “Tu meri ho ab,” maine kaha, dil se. Usne haan mein sir hilaaya, “Aur aap mere. Yeh connection… jaise soul level pe.” Aankhon mein aansu the uske, happiness ke. Realization: Yeh sirf physical nahi, emotional bond ban raha tha raat bhar ki baaton se. Hum hug kiye tight, bodies melt ho gayi ek doosre mein.
Phir woh moment – main uske andar dheere se enter hua, uski tightness, warmth ne mujhe rok diya seconds ke liye. Woh gasp ki, nails meri peeth pe, “Ahh… bhaiya… dard thoda, lekin… achha.” Maine ruk gaya, kiss kiya forehead pe, “Relax, main hu na.” Slow movements shuru hue, rhythm banaya. Uski saansein sync mein, moans soft, building up. Har thrust mein closeness badhti gayi, sweat mix ho gaya. Internal thoughts: ‘Yeh pleasure… pehla, pure, overwhelming. Uski expressions – pain se pleasure mein badal raha.’
Woh neeche se hips uthaane lagi, match karne lagi. Room bhar gaya humari saanson se, bed pe shift hue hum – mattress soft tha. Positions change: woh upar aayi, control liya shyly. Ride karti hui, baal udhar udhar, breasts bounce. Maine haath se support diya, nipples pe touch – woh arch back ki pleasure mein. “Faster bhaiya… please,” usne beg kiya, voice breaking. Speed badhaaya, deep, intense. Uski body tremble karne lagi, climax near.
Peak pe pahunch gaye saath. Uska body tight hua, head back, loud moan – waves of pleasure usko hit kar rahi thi. Main bhi hold nahi kar paya, release hua andar, pure bliss. Hum dono collapse hue, panting, sweating. Uski aankhein band, smile on face. “Yeh… amazing tha bhaiya. Pehli baar perfect,” usne kaha, cuddle karte hue.
Subah hone lagi thi, barish ruk gayi. Hum blanket mein lipte, baatein karte rahe future ki. “Ab roz aisa?” woh sharma kar poochi. Maine hans kar kaha, “Jab tak chahe.” Satisfying pleasure ke baad, ek naya bond ban gaya – curiosity ab future adventures ki.